Obsessed with this song right now, gotta love Ryan Adams ♥
Last week was one of those weeks when everything just went wrong and I felt like I could give up on everything, but then I saw a competition to see Gavin DeGraw live and all you had to do was write a motivation why you should win. So I thought maybe I should give it a try... even though, I was 100% sure I wouldn't win. Such things just never happen to me. But somehow, some miracle happened and when I read my e-mails the next day, I saw I had won and all I could feel was just such happiness. It's undescribable... I really felt like the happiest girl in the world and it's all because of Gavin DeGraw, and the amazing people who chose me. I'm so thankful.
So today i'm finally seeing the lovely Gavin ♥ It will be in Hotel Lydmar, here in Stockholm and it's a special show because it's a preview of his new album so even if I wanted, I couldn't have bought tickets for this show. But i'm so happy I still got a chance to see him, it's just too good to be true. I don't wanna bore you guys... but for real, I feel like my heart's gonna jump out of my chest because i'm so excited and so happy and just so filled with all kinds of emotions at the same time... haha, it's amazing :)
Also, check out Gavin DeGraw's new amazing single "Not Over You" which I posted above (i'm obsessed with it) and his new album "Sweeter" coming out around 20th September! ♥ // Missie
I'm currently reading one of the loveliest books I've ever read... I have no words to describe it. Dear John has both made me smile and feel sad, but mostly smile because of the beautiful way it's written and the characters, which I fell in love with instantly... I'm now on page 216 and as I come closer and closer towards the end I fear to continue reading because I have a feeling that I'll start crying in the end... but it'll probably be worth it, so I'll try to go on :)
We all search for that great happiness in our lives. But sometimes, I look up to the sky and see all this beauty surrounding me... whether it's a clear blue sky or a gray sky full of clouds... it never fails to amaze me, and every single time it hits me, that in the moment, that sky, that beauty... it's all I need to be happy.
I saw a few comments waiting for moderation today when I logged into Blogger, and I want to apologize to all of you who cared to comment in my blog. I'm so sorry for publishing the comments so late, I really appreciate your comments, believe me, it feels good to know that someone even cares to read all the silly things I might write. I've only been away from the blog for a while, because I simply didn't have the time... but I'll try to write once in a while... hope everyone's okay, much love to all of you <3 //Missie
Truth is, i've been struggling to write for a long while... there's been so much going on in my mind, that I just didn't know where to begin, from the emotions to all that's happening around me... but i'm finally seeing things clearer, life as it is... I see who I am, and I love who I am. For the first time in my life, I can say that I'm strong and I'm proud of myself.
I might sound selfish, but I don't care. It's about me, accepting who I am and loving every little bit of me, because you have to love yourself. You are worth more than any other person in life. Believe me, when I say that. We might need people in our lives, but we also need ourselves... if we don't have that, we have nothing. So, today i'm happy for having myself, and when you have that, there's really nothing to be afraid of in this world...
Believe in yourself, believe you can be strong / Missie
I don't know how common this is, but sometimes it feels that i'm the only one in this world who is afraid of swallowing pills... it's something that no one understands, because for them, swallowing pills is the easiest thing ever... "if you can swallow food, you can swallow pills too, right?" ...not really.
The thing is that I get too nervous and start to feel how I might choke... and then it just won't work, no matter how many times I try to swallow or drink water... the pill just stays in my mouth, until I realize it's better to just solve it in water... even though, some pills aren't really supposed to be solved in water... so I don't know how bad it is =/ but it's my only solution so far...
I've really tried everything I can think of... some months ago I even learnt to take pills with food for the first time, and that really helped me a lot... but now i'm back to this situation, except with other pills... penicillin pills that has to be taken on an empty stomach... once again, I just don't know what to do... honestly, I might be the first person to say this, but I feel hopeless cause I can't swallow pills =/ but it's ok, I didn't really want to complain... the reason why i'm writing this is because I want to ask you all who stumble by my blog, for some help... if anyone has any advice? I'd love to hear your own stories too, if anyone has experienced the same thing?
Otherwise, i'm thinking of cutting my next pill into many little pieces... something I actually never tried, but I realized it's easier for me to swallow if it's smaller... so i'll see how that goes :)
Peace & love ♥ / missie
